Jess #1
May 07, 2024

(Note: I'm using this morning writing to work on various characters for my novel in progress.) Rain pattered on the roof of the Prius. One of those cold spring rains that still have the bite of winter in them. I…

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Everything outside our skins
May 07, 2024

Literal skins barely seem substantial enough to hold anything. But what's inside metaphorical skin? History, culture, background, memory, interpretation and misinterpretation. A couple weeks ago, my niece and her longtime boyfriend got married. Like any wedding, this one had its…

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Talking of Feelings
May 07, 2024

Because I can't talk of my heavy feelings from attending the hearing last week where the man who hit and killed my father was led from courtroom to jail, I want to tell you about the mom standing at the…

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Talking of the Danger
May 07, 2024

The danger. The danger of falling, of injury, of being in pain. Especially when you're old. The danger of walking the city streets with its uneven sidewalks. On Friday, walking by myself, I tripped on an uneven sidewalk and fell.…

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Striped Lady
May 07, 2024

Lydia Boorstein Marshall Gold crossed her severely varicose veined legs and bemoaned their paleness, especially in contrast to the vivid white and lime green striped mini-dress she was wearing. The one accommodation she had made to turning 70 was to…

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White Pleather Seats.
May 07, 2024

I can feel the white pleather chair stick to the back of my thighs as I write. Somehow, even as the temperature drops and the hair on my legs begins to rise, the back of my thighs still sticks to…

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Everything Outside Our Skins
May 07, 2024

We are in bed, exposed to the musty air in this cheap hotel room because we can’t bear the sting of the stiff, overbleached sheets. He’s propped up against the flimsy headboard. Something about his position defines every one of…

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Everything Outside Our Skins
May 07, 2024

There was a song once – maybe the 1940’s?—whose lyrics were “I’ve got you under my skin.” When I was a small child in the 40’s, my dad’s brother owned a sort of diner that had a jukebox. My dad,…

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The Election Night, Cheeto Dust
May 07, 2024

All the heat in Los Angeles was sinking into the ground, and the air was turning cruel, cold. No matter how hot the first week of November feels, from the loss of light and not of leaves, that’s how you…

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Talking of the danger
May 06, 2024

of not writing, I feel my mind seizing up. What could happen if I don't write? I lose grip on the world as I forget how to describe things, animal vegetable mineral. I lose the imaginary conversations I always have…

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Thursday night
May 06, 2024

The plastic Venti Starbucks cup was always nearby, and my feet ached. In the morning it would be filled with iced coffee, and then Ronnie would switch it to water. We never drank the water. How did crew members stand…

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Talking of the danger
May 06, 2024

One of the reasons I hesitated for a long time before I left my husband was that I wondered how safe it would be to live alone again, after 15 years married to him and a year living with him…

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