My Heart Lives Outside My Body.
Oct 03, 2026

My heart lives outside my body somewhere, but where exactly are you hiding, my heart? & what are you hiding? I'm hiding somewhere in the Bay Area, in the East Bay, in a house in the Berkeley Hills &, by…

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The Apple Woman
Oct 02, 2026

I met her in the waiting room of the blood center I went to this morning to have a blood panel drawn…we are keeping an eye on my potassium levels…and her name was Ruth. I talk freely to strangers in…

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Cutting horses
Oct 01, 2026

I had never even ridden a horse, couldn't have identified one breed from the other or known what cutting meant when it concerned a horse. On a cattle ranch, there are many situations in which you need to separate diffreent…

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The Sort of World We’re Used to Living In.
Oct 01, 2026

The sort of world we've gotten used to living in is violent, turbulent at its core. Continents split off from each other, or subduct under each other & we experience this as an earthquake. Red fiery lava flows from volcanic…

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Atrial Fibrillation and Love
Oct 01, 2026

The heart is a complex machine, made of so many mysterious moving parts, human medicine still has not discovered every one of them yet….those puzzling parts of a game that are vital to the running of the machine, but hidden…

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No Uncertain Terms: Ill-Advised Internet Searches for Women
Oct 01, 2026

[Context: First half of a personal essay related to my upcoming debut novel for possible pre-publication promotion.] In 1964, Supreme Court Justice Potter Stewart was asked how he could tell something could be called obscenity. He famously replied, “I know…

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This is a True Story
Sep 30, 2026

I was at my friend Mark’s house the other day. When I arrived, he was on speaker phone, with a friend of his who lives in Gaza. I sat down across from him at the dining room table. His daughter…

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Jess #1
Sep 30, 2026

(More from my novel in progress) I pulled the Prius into the little trailer park at the edge of town, tucking it behind the dumpster where nobody would see it from the road. People called it a trailer park, but…

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Fallilng in love
Sep 30, 2026

For three years, Gwen and I worked on cattle ranches. When I got there, I didn’t know how to ride a horse, through her hard-knocks riding school, I learned. After buying a camera and some sound gear at a used…

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To Love And Be Loved in Return.The Only True & Lasting Thing. “The greatest thing in all the world Is to love and be loved in return.” –Nat King Cole– Mister Kick, the new health teacher, pointed to the quote on the board. “Class, welcome, –it’s nice to see you all here & ready-steady to tackle our unit on sexual health & wellbeing. I grew up with this ballad by Nat King Cole as background music to my life! That’s the music you hear right now, the music that accompanies our slide show today. You don’t have to take notes because your full attention shouldn’t have to be undermined by the task of taking notes. I’ll hand out complete comprehensive notes to keep in your binder– before the end of class. Right now, we’ll take a look at the big picture, the overview, ta da! Love & intimacy, front & center.” He started the slide show. “Life Force. Procreation! Sensation in the total vibrational surround. Sex! Magnetic intense pleasure. Mating. Men, women, –It’s what they want & need.” Background music played low & insistent low ‘Birds do it! Bees do it! Even educated fleas do it! Let’s do it! Let’s fall in love!’ “Same goes for goats. horses, cats, dogs, trees, bees, bacteria, viruses, seeds, –you name it. For us humans, it all comes down to intimacy, trust, honesty, being yourself & being willing to go on the adventure of discovering the true you & caring for others. “Tomorrow we’re going to learn how to stay safe so you can enjoy intimacy & learn a few important tips about communicating with your partner!– –Quiz on Friday, as usual! ” I expect you all to get 100% so you don’t get confused about birth control methods, for example, & encounter an unwanted pregnancy.” Vince & the other students left class chatting about the upcoming lesson
Sep 30, 2026

The Only True & Lasting Thing. "Class--welcome! It's great to see you here, ready to tackle our unit on sexual health & wellbeing! My hope is that we all learn that honesty, trust, & caring listening is at the heart…

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My Heart Lives Outside My Body
Sep 30, 2026

He’s stunned. I can see that from my speeding vehicle, through my dust-streaked windshield. He bobs his body, snaps his head in unnatural directions. What I perceive first as flame– a swath of scarlet amongst the feathers– reveals itself in…

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Sep 29, 2026

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